In the past couple weeks I've been in a little funk, and I've forgotten how to feel free and just- happy. I've thought a bit too much in the past couple weeks, about how I'm going to turn into my family and I worry that my kids will feel the same thing that I have. I worry that I'll never be strong enough to break off relationships that make me feel like shit. As a result of this, and a lack of time, I haven't been taking pictures, and if I do, they're just not right.
I'm going to go back to film to help my composition because of my little photographers block. Digital just makes things a bit unrealistic sometimes, the colors warped and the composition- it's just not right. And as corny as this sounds, I feel like my self-image has just been warped and twisted this year, like digital photo's colors. I just want to feel like myself again.